the last few days

I know I am lucky I havent lost many loved ones in my life, but the ones I have were the most important people in my life.  I am glad I havent experienced many, which means I have grown up and still have many wonderful people through out my life.  SO I dont have many missing pieces that need to be filled.

Finally starting to feel better about the girls.  Its scary when they cant seem to get enough air in there lungs and they arch there backs and I cant get them to suck air in fast enough or comfort them enough and it wares them out!  Gemma was getting worse then Skyler. Athough it started to happen to Skyler first Gemma's spells were a lot worse.  She seems to be a Daddys girl already.  When Daddy is home he can comfort her when its just me the breathing issue last longer.  So Friday we had another Doctor visit.  We have medicine for both girls now and another doctor looking into there issue.  I am so thankful I have been alert and there for them when there are going through the cant breathing spell and not in another room or outside.  I am hoping I never have them both doing it at the same time and im without their Daddy.  They are growing soo quickly and I have to admit that Gemma is now starting to look more and more like her sister!

This last weekend.  Nothing was planned and I kept waiting to hear E tell me he was gonna go fishing or go hang with the guys.  Instead I woke up to him rearranging the house.  We spent most of the day cleaning and moving things to making the house seem more open and inviting.  We also had one of his brothers stop by.  First time they saw the girls.

Sunday we went to the Flea Market.  My very first time.  Some of the things there looked like a garage sell type and others looks like ppl went and bought things that were at the end of season and got it for very very cheap and try to sell in there.  Pretty cool and interesting.  We went with E other brother and his husband.  After the Market they took the kids to get a costume and E and I went home to fry up some squash to go with our pulled pork lunch that we enjoyed the company of Warren and Harold.  I however crashed out shortly when they went to find Ryu's costume.

Yesterday was just as fun!  We went to eat at E moms house for Pumpkin Meat loaf.  We actually had a lot of pumpkin to our meal.  We had a salad with pumpkin seeds and Harold brought over a delicious pumpkin cake!  We did the pumpkin meat loaf last year in Midland and its definitely something I wanna do every year!  (this tradition comes from E's family) after we had our awesome dinner, we carved pumpkins.  Such a fun night!! 
(altho I didnt grab a picture of the meat loaf this picture below is off google looks very similar to the one we had last night)