The people that are gone

Late at night I always go over the things that I did that day its away I fall asleep.  I thought of all the things I wanted to blog about and most times by morning I forget..lol  I also thought that this blog is for a lot of people to get to know who I am and for my family that isnt close to where I live.  Some of which do not know of the people who arent in my life anymore.  So I decided that the next few days I'd write about those people.

I do not have any grandparents.  I didnt get the privilege of knowing what it was like having me a Grandma and Papa.  When I talk about them I tend to say My mom's mom instead of Grandma.  I feel bad but I dont know her as a grandma.  My mom's mom passed away before I was born and my Grandpa died shortly after I was born.  Well I dunno how old I was but it was before Heather was born so before I was 3.  I have no memory of him but my mama happened to have a picture of us girls with him.  Below is a picture of my moms dad, Stacey, me, and Jamie

On my dads side of the family, his dad passed away before my mom and him even married.  His mom, I met once.  She didnt want to have anything to do with us girls since we have a Mexican background.

My children.  Well they have grandparents.  But my children never got the chance to meet my dad.  Or my Husband's dad.  But we both have step dads that get to be apart of their

life.  I am glad that they are getting the chance to know what its like to have a love for grandparents.  Its something I will never get the chance to have or even understand what its like to love a grandparent. This below is a picture of my daddy, me, Heather, Jamie and Stacey 

And this is my Husband his brothers his sister and his dad

I do have to touch that I did get a chance to start to love my ex husbands granny and papa.  I will forever cherish the days in Llano with them.  I learned a lot from them.  The kind of things that you would think you would learn from a grandparent. His granny taught me somethings I didnt know how to do with crocheting and she told me some recipes that I use a lot in my kitchen.  I learned a lot from Papa too.  I miss hearing him play on the guitar.  I miss sitting outside on the porch.  I will always consider them grandparents to myself as well as to the big kids even if im not married to this family anymore.  I hope one day I will get the chance to sit outside that porch again.

This is Granny and Papa.  (I stole this pic off granny profile, I dont have any picture of Papa on the computer all hard copies and this one is perfect since it has them both)